practicing the art of stupid
so today we had a workshop where the doctors ask us questions and we answer. and i knew nothing and felt generally stupid. i need to work on my disclipline and be a better student so i can stop practicing the art of stupid. it is getting old quick.
guacamole
this evening i made the most dreamy creamy guacamole. yum yum in my tum.
Labels: food
stuff
update on my life and other good things. i just made daal chaval. and i am so out of it in terms of cooking, my chaval turned out sort of crispy. eww. and another ewww in life: i can't fall asleep until 5 am! this has been happening for two weeks now. what to do?! my mornings are messed up and i fall asleep in every auditorium i sit in. not good.
thaz it.
ain't i a woman
i am all pqrst'd out. i need to go to disneyland. and i need to go for a hike in yosemite.
last night i went out with my friend s. to "bitch" about life. i can't believe i just used that term. five years ago i would have rioted if someone used that term with me. now, i just don't seem to care anymore!
i hate watching my feminist tendencies spiral down the drain, but they are at their last raw nerve. if i hear about one more person who "just got married" or "look at my ring i'm engaged" or "here's a picture of my cute little newborn" i am gonna guage someone's eyes. no offense to the women who are partaking in such life events, but all this "womanly" stuff going on in my peers lives makes me feel like less and less of a woman day by day. and well, i don't have enough testosterone or jerk in me to declare myself a man. ain't i a woman.
Labels: rant
laundrying
so i have piles and piles of laundry to do and it is 11:30 in the night. and i am actually going to start the laundry and hope it finishes by 2 am. i am a late night laundry person. bad habbit i know, but it is when the machines are empty and i don't have to fight for a dryer!
the continual story of my life
not much being accomplished these days. it is like a paralysis of the mind. what to do?! and nothing special is distracting me. i haven't even found any interesting websites or blogs to suck up my time. it is just a continuation of this disgusting stagnation. disgusting!!!
and in other news...
so i would like to add that my pity party has extended through the week. more writing rejections. more happy news about old friends/acquintances. more more more!!!! ARGH/ACK!
and my apartment is crazy messy. someone help me.
